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Sunday, 3 April 2011

dear diary :')




1 january 2010
sy benci awk benciiiii!!oooo.slama nih awk yg sllu jd stalker tuh.tdak sy sngka AWAKLAH ORGNYA!.tp tape,kcak jgk awk ^____________^.hahah.haishhh.suda2,jgn na berangann la kan. :P

2 february 2010
ari ni sy masam jee.sy bkn ta ske,tp sy malu.nape awk bt depan2 org,perlu ke awk oiii.tp masam2 pon,blek ruma sy senyum je taw ta awk.heehe.kalakar la ble tgk mke awk seyes gle ,ta bley blah btol lah.td sy na jwb soalan awk tuh..tp sy gagap la awk.hehe.biase la glabah punye psl kan...tp sy na ckp,SAYA JUGA SUKA AWAK :)

3 march 2010
ari nih kte dating.YES!we did.hhe.sonok sgt have fun ngn awk.awk klakar jgk ea,but sumtimes awk romantic.thats y i love you...hee.malu na ckp ^^.tp kan td sy....nmpk..........awk...TIDO!gerammm sy.bole time tgk movie awk tdo,penat sy sembng ngn awk -,-.tp ble awk bg explanation sume,sy maafkn :).awk sggup jgk klua ngn sy even awk byk assignmnt..i appriciate that dear <3 .ok la,sy tido dlu my diary,:)

4 april 2010
ari2 sy dihiasi ngn snyumann tau ta awk.sy ske senyum mcm ni ^_________________^.besau punye.ehe.awk ske bg sy hepy ta kre ske atau dke.cewah!.ari ni sy kn mara ngn mama sy pon awk snggup dtg ruma pujok mama ta mara sye.aww.sy terharu tau ta??trharu sangaatttttt ! :)fmly sy sume ske awk tau..ske la tu ske la tu.huhu.^_^

5 may 2010
-tiada ape yg menarik-

6 jun 2010
-tiada apa yg menarik-

7 july 2010
sy tatau na ckp cmne..sy tatau na mngadu ngn spe,,..awk..knp awk laen da skrg ?sy tau awk cbuk,tp dlu ta mcm ni pon..plik sy,ckit2 ad kje,taleh jmpe la ap la.hmm..awk pg mn?awk bt ap? sume tu sy ta tatau.tape2..sy cbe phm awk k :)awk takan bt ap2 yg sketkan ati sy kan2.sy syg awk.^_________^

8 august 2010
ari ni awk bt surprise kat sy.ye,mmg awk bt.sy ske n tekejut sgt tauu..tbe2 awk bt surprise,siap ad kek cedappp tuu.coklat.sume lah ad.dgn gye yg romantic awk dtg kat sye smbil bwk kek tuh..awk snyum,sy lg snyum ^__________^.dan awk ckp, 'hepy birtday syg :)'..trus luluh ati sy tau awk...sy ske sume surprise awk bt,sy ske,,tp awk...ari ni bkn befday sy :(.awk,ape yg awk pikir dlm otak tuh.ad ta awk pikir sy??ad??klu ad,time kasihhh..sy tpakse bt2 ske ingtkan awk maen2.sy tgu awk ckp.'GOTCHA!'.tp sy duduk dlm blik ni pon sy ta dgr ayt tu :'(.tp tape,cedap kek awk beli :')

9 september 2010
slmt pg!ari ni kte ad date tau,awk jgn lpe tau,sy tgu awk ! :)..............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................mn awk ?hm...........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................tade pon awk...................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................ok fine...sy blik dlu..ari da gelap.

10 october 2010
awk call sy???tkejutnye sy !:) da sbulan tau awk ta call sy.sy rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuu sgt kat awk.awk ap khbar?awk sehat?hehe..sukenye2 dpt ckp ngn awk.sy na call awk takot kcu awk.sy hepy dgr awk sehat2 je :).tp kte ta ckp lme kan awk .ta mcm dlu2.gayut je tauuuu.sy rindu mse itu,it's ok,sy tau awk busy :')

11 november 2010
knp awk jarang contact sy??bsy sgt ke awk...imissyousoooomuch!emmmm..tape laaaaaaaaaaaa.sy snyum jgk..nnt awk ckp sy mcm itik klu ta snyum kan.ok2.sy senyummm ^_________________^.sy tgu awk call tauu

12 disember 2010
yeay!sy dpt cll.no awk yg tepaparrr.hehe.sukenye ati sy.gumbira2..opss.tegedik plk da..hhe.sy gedik sbb ske awk lah :p..bismillah...sy jwb,'Assalamualaikum...awk!!!muaahh3.sy rindu awk sgt3..hehe.awk ap kabar?awk tau sy da ta keruan tau.mama sy pon sy pgl nme awk.hehe.lwk kan?sy...'...
'err...maaf ini amira kan?nih macik,mak danial..emm.amira,macik minta kmu dtg ruma macik ari nih boleh?sbb ad hal penting yg mcik na ckp'....awk!ati sy takot sgtt..ap yg mak awk na ckp kat sy..ha!tah2 na ckp awk da kawenn T-T.smpai ati awk...ESHHHHHH.ap sy pkir nih...ok2.sy pg ruma awk skrg tau.tgu tau :')

1 january 2011
sy minta maaf sgt2 awk...sy ta tau pon.awk,maafkan sy.ap jenis gf la sy kan2.hmmm.maafkan sy.sy tatau da na mnta maaf dgn awk mcmane..sy na jmpe awk.sy rindu awk sgt....tp.ble sy pegi ruma awk,sy bole jmpe gmba awk je.mama awk ckp,otak awk da ta bfungsi..sume memory awk ilang.maafkan sy sbb sy mara awk kat diary sy ble awk lupe befday sy.awk ta ngaje kan :').maafkan sy,awk ta dtg aritu.sy sumpah2 awk,huhu.maafkan sy sbb lmbt tau,sngaje tgu awk cll sy,rpenye sy yg ptot cll awk.SAYA MINTA MAAF.Al-FATIHAH.



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