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I AM....A sister,A grandaughter,A niece,A cousin,A friend.I AM A partner,A student,A young girl and A grown woman.I AM confident and scared.Terrified and excited.I AM loving and caring,and thoughtful and hopeful.I AM sick and tired.I AM shy and friendly,and careful and careless.I AM broken and whole.I AM misunderstood,misguided and mislead.
I AM hardworking and determined.But a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams.I pray to god and cry my tears.I smile on the outside,while i am dying on the inside.I listen to others who won't listen to me.I walk on eggshells and i walk on fire.I believe in passion but not true love. I love you and i push you away.I want you but not so close.I AM everything and nothing all at once.for the last few words,I JUST DO WHAT I WANT.IT'S NOT ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE ARE SAYING.IT'S ABOUT ME

Sunday, 27 March 2011

rindu!rindu sgt!

it is difficult to talk about love. I do not like to write about my love story here because this blog is public and anyone may have to be disgusted to read. maybe they thought I was too entertain people. but this is the truth. I can not save it again. I could not cry alone anymore. I want to express it all here
I tried to forget you. But it is hard for me to do it. I need time to forget about you a million years. You are the best I ever had. I really appreciate you. Every day I cry just thinking about reasons why I get you first. I was very hateful to me now that could not choose the right path.I know you love me. I understand why you do so. but why I can not seem to accept it. I need you. I tried to find another but I did not succeed.awk,I failed.do you remember the first time we respect? from the very beginning I knew you a good man. who I am than you. I know, I was the girl who just wanted pleasure. not a nice girl like my friends at school. they are wise. they are very pious. I may be a girl who was quiet, but I also socialize. I was a bad girl. I admit it. oh god, what must I do to lose my feeling that this chaos.I want you back but I know it is not likely to happen. Oh fatin, you dreamed of the day! Wake up.

I apologize in advance to use this language. I prefer to speak English to express my breasts because I do not want people to think I was the one who likes to use the romantic section when I use my native language as possible it will over-romantic. I hope you understand. =)

it's okay and do not worry. My English is the most basic level

bile bace tamaw men2,suda bace sila komen :)


  1. errr...wut r u try to story mory? sorry to say, kelaut dik oiii.....( i prefer to speak english to express my breast???)

  2. @Anonymousbreast=isi hati :)ingt ap haaa..haha ;D

  3. isy,FYI breast doesn't mean isi hati..isi hati=heart..

  4. @Anonymoushaha.i noe la ap itu mksd breasts.sj mau bombastic ckit.haha.bia la,da post da.diam2 suda.shhhh3


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